Monday, 6 November 2023

my lost self



I lie wide eyed, dismayed

that sleep again evades my eager desire

to fall in to that deep dark place

my familiar friend

but sleep has turned her back on me

and leaves me helpless

exposed to time and memory

while bits of me float off

into the far wherever

my sturdy self, exposed

as ethereal

as a dandelion clock

waiting for the first breath

or breeze

to send a thousand parts of her

flying off, spinning reckless

into dandelion future

the leaving of my bits

spin no happy future

they are merely the destruction

of my dreams

how can I have lived this long

most times delightful life

so wrapped in the comfort

of my own ignorance

until the day

I knew


Copyright (c) 2022 by Eryll Oellermann

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